Will the real oppressed group please stand up?
"Food neophobia" is a survival mechanism that psycho parents break by shoving
Chasing The Feeling of Relief
In 2023, I fell into a dark hole of depression and have been struggling to find my way out of it ever since. Although I was pushed into this hole by losing 24k to a scammy business coach, I have been…
Odd Lots
Creatine not only helps you build muscle—new tests strongly suggest that it can help the body fight cancer cells. The tests are with mice, so there will need to be a lot of further research, but this…
Documentation | Liftosaur
Contact Us If you have any questions, don't hesitate to contact us at info@liftosaur.com ! Summary Liftosaur is an app that combines both weightlifting programming part (that people sometimes use…
Beauty As A Psychological Need: Feeling Deprived in an Ugly World
Daily ugliness quietly shapes how we see the world. Rediscovering beauty in everyday life restores our sense of care, harmony, and meaning. Beauty is not just decoration, it’s a psychological…
Shifting addictions vs. shutting them down
I have an addictive personality. This might be inherited - after all, my father was a raging alcoholic - but then, my sister doesn't seem to have this issue... for me though, addictions are part of…
Harming myself
I saw their faces when I told them the thing that made them ask if I had ever had thoughts of harming myself (they didn't say it like that). I knew the shift, I understood what was and what wasn't…
A Sig Klein Workout for People Who Like Their Fitness Slightly Ridiculous
Every so often you find a fitness booklet that makes the modern gym look like it has lost its nerve. This one is Sig Klein’s Super Physique: Body-Building Bar-bell Course, sixth English edition…
Dr. Chelsea Matisz on Brain and Gut Health
Back in October, My close friend, Chelsea Matisz gave a wonderful TEDx Talk called, “How modern life could affect gut health”. Last fall, I had the opportunity to speak at TEDxCalgary…
trust the process - day 3
Lately, the stories of athletes who took time off from competition and the competitive spotlight have been on my mind. Two in particular are the stories of Alysa Liu and Ai Mori . I think I may be…
How Much of a Sunscreen Stick Should You Apply?
Sunscreen sticks are really convenient, but it’s difficult to measure out how much you need to apply, or whether you’ve applied enough. So I decided to put them to the test!  I…
Quick Chest 🏋️
Time slips away and the hour I had set aside to exercise after work is now half an hour before I start and so this cheat day is cut short. Listening to an interview on Dialectic with Jasmine Sun and…
Climate Crisis and Psychiatric Patients
Yesterday, I sent a friend who works in a hospital in Scotland the Egyptian Ministry of Health's guidelines for managing psychiatric inpatients during heatwaves. These guidelines were developed and…
Flipping the Golden Rule: Why Self-Respect Must Come First
Most of us learned the Golden Rule as children: treat others the way you want to be treated. It's a simple, powerful idea, and I believe in it completely. Then I got diagnosed with ADHD at fifty and…
Protein and Muscle: The Conversation GLP-1 Users Need to Have**
When the weight comes off fast, not all of it is fat. Some of it is muscle. That part doesn’t always make the brochure. Muscle mass isn’t just about how you look. It’s how you get…
shit I do when I get anxious
Blowing bubbles : This is an S-tier coping skill honestly. My hands are occupied. Breathing in and out has a purpose. I watch the bubbles float away and pop! Going "Louis Theroux mode" : Louis'…
Thrive This Summer | Week 3: Movement That Restores
What if exercise wasn't the point?
Kids Backyard Ultra in Zollikon
On September 27, 2026 we are organising the first dedicated Backyard Ultra for Kids in Zollikon, Switzerland. The goal is to run for as long as possible (with a sensible upper ceiling in place). If…
How to Age - Anne Karpf
Gerontophobia must die @keyframes flash { 0%, 50% { opacity: 1; } 51%, 100% { opacity: 0; } } Ageing need not be seen as declining but enriching. We grow old, not shrink old. There is a third way…
post botox blues
Content Warning: This post talks about injections in some detail. If you have an overactive imagination or are queasy about needles, feel free to skip this one. Yesterday, I had the pleasure of doing…
Why do I struggle to drink water?
This is a rather baffling concept to me, even as I experience it. We all need water to survive. So far, I've succeeded in drinking enough water that I don't keel over and die. (Which is about 1-2…
cold relief
Talking to people, friends and strangers alike, has always been its own kind of nightmare. My heart races if I even think about having to talk to someone. I lose courage before I’ve even started.…
Ironman Training Diary - June 24, 2026
Been a few weeks since the last update.
The Simplest Way I Have Found to Get Into Moderately Good Shape
The simple meal plan and exercise routine I follow to stay reasonably lean, strong, and healthy while still enjoying life.
33 days until 70.3 ironman
I went for a 9.39km run. It felt good. My average pace was 9 minutes 2 seconds per kilometre. In running terms that is quite slow but a huge improvement for me since starting this training journey…
We are how we think we are
Interesting: Study Finds Many Older Adults Will Improve Over Time–Depending on Their Mindset those with more positive age beliefs were significantly more likely to show improvements in both cognition…
Evil Part 2
Remember that one time I said this? And the first place every serious "evil scientist" must start is within themselves. Yeah that was 2 days ago. It was my favorite line of the article but little did…
Fathers’ Day: Depression, Transition to Parenthood, Re-Experiencing
Although our mom started the reminders about her Mother’s Day wishes at least a month in advance of the day, Father’s Day was never much of a “thing” in our family. As an immigrant/refugee with mixed…
Race Recap: Happy Valley 70.3
Let’s just get right into it. The swim and bike were great. The run was not. And I think I learned my lesson with bicarb. The Mistake I Made Before the Race Even Started I took sodium…
Walk with me: Down but not out
Struggling with setbacks and difficulties
"Which shoe fits?": A poem about suicide
A semi-found poem about sanitized language.
The 4 pillars of health
I was writing in my annonymous blog and trying to fight my mind which was trying to convince me we're not good enough. I wrote how we changed our routines and we're in the best place we've ever been.…
Rucking and leadership
This was me rucking with 80 lbs. I got home late. I was tired. The easy choice was obvious: eat, rest, and call it a day. But discipline rarely shows up when it is convenient. So I put the weight on…
The worthlessness of vitamin D is mildly exaggerated
Some skepticism of vitamin D skepticism
Note – 2026-06-22 22:25
I created an extension of my indieBlog bundle for Pure Blog, to implement workout mapping, tracking and analytics on your own Pure Blog site. Demonstration indieFit project is here:…
This is the Pain (Post-Op Week 3)
Slowly, but surely...
The Body Hangover
As I write this, my fingers are not cooperating with me. I can’t count how many small objects I’ve fumbled in just the last hour, let alone the past few days. I can’t seem to hold…
Building Mental Stamina? 9 Proven Habits to Train Your Mind Like an Athlete
Mental stamina is the quiet superpower behind almost every meaningful achievement. It is the reason some people can sit with a hard problem for two hours while others give up after fifteen minutes,…
AI-wRVU
Speaking of work units, Dr. Avery J. Knapp Jr. dreams of a different multi-parametric AI work unit for radiology, arguing that wRVUs (and even time-based units) just don’t cut it: There are at…
Challenge Completed: Marathon Races in All 16 Federal States of Germany
I’ve always liked to play. There’s this saying “We don’t stop playing because we grow old; we grow old because we stop playing.” — if that’s true I’m…
The Finish Line
There are not many things I am properly proud of, so writing this one down feels a little odd. I did my first triathlon on Sunday and came away with the win in my age category, and I have read that…
I just had an IED episode
TRIGGER WARNING - Angry outburst. This story is about Intermittent Explosive Disorder, read more I am a self diagnosed IED person. I think I always had it since I was a kid. I still do, but I had it…
I don’t feel safe crying at hospital
A personal essay about medical pain, self-harm, trans body shame and feeling responsible for making distress easy for everyone else
A Therapy Allegory
I started therapy seriously at age 28. I had been married for years and had a decent career and good health, but circumstances required I seek help. I’ll not go into details. I wanted to describe the…
New facebook group: Critical Counsellors Collective
Over recent years, we have become increasingly troubled by the direction of travel within counselling, psychotherapy and the wider mental health field. A profession that has historically sought to…
Introvert, loneliness, and autism
I have social anxiety that caused me to be a terminally online male-autistic introvert
Ten lessons from twenty years of strength training
The principles of strength are simple. Here are ten simple lessons I have learned from twenty years of training.
Midnight Sun Half Marathon in Tromsø, Norway
Jag anmälde mig till halvmaraton på Tromsø Midnight Sun Marathon i september 2025, innan jag ens hade klarat min första HM i Uppsala. Då visste jag inte att träningen skulle gå helt åt skogen under…
The Uncomfortable Reason You Keep Self-Sabotaging: 6 Secrets From Philosophy’s Most Honest Madman
Why do we so frequently self-sabotage? The usual answers can’t be accurate. We’re far too good at it for that. Too consistent. Some part of us must be quietly invested in staying stuck. But…